(CNN) — Billy Joel at one point wanted to “end it all,” according to the documentary “Billy Joel: And So It Goes.”

The new film, which premiered at Tribeca Festival in New York City this week, revisits the some of the singer’s struggles, including two suicide attempts following an affair with his bandmate’s wife, according to People .

The first part of the documentary told the story of the Joel being in the band Attila with his best friend Jon Small, whom Joel eventually went to live with in a home occupied by Small, his wife Elizabeth Weber and their son.

Weber reportedly said in the film that there was a “slow burn” between her and Joel.

Joel said he “felt very, very guilty” about their resulting affair, which ended in a fight and the band splitting after he confessed to Small tha

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