Soka: A Triptych
It wasn't my womb
that slid you out into the sun.
But for all of your earth-kneaded days
we have shared you son-like
your blooming to beauty
a constant song on our lips.
When your story plunged
into a denouement ere the first half
of our book we stopped writing
our ink refusing to run.
That your bowl of life was smaller
than ours scissors justice itself.
Your mother asks me her maternal
status – childless/barren/bereaved?
I write “child-marked” upon her palm.
Though relatives stayed long enough
to help her with tenses and convert
your “is” into “was” she refuses to learn.
Who holds you in the world beyond
she often wants to know. Her evenings
bare kerchiefs with you around
are now nine-yard bandages she lets
herself bleed in. Could things have been