How do I become kind again? I mean unrequited, uncompromising, and unconditionally kind? I have completely lost it. Bruised, battered, beat, and busted down, I've created such a fortress around me that I don't even let kindness in, that is if I even see it at all. But when I do see it, you can be sure it feels odd, and I even shut myself off to it because I'm so numb to giving or receiving kindness. I truly don't believe in it A few people smiled at me today, it felt nice, but I reacted by maybe some strange grimace back, maybe just a blank stare. I just see everyone out for themselves with this full on narcissism that I only start to just care about my well being. That's the irony, I become selfish. How do I become kind again? And humble? Seriously!

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