"I can feel thrilled and hopeful and joyful that our hostages are coming home," said Hartuv, who changed her name as part of her rehabilitation. "But I can still feel angry, I can feel betrayed, I can feel hollow. They're not mutually exclusive," she said.

xZichron Yaacov: On Tal Hartuv's chest is a jagged scar, one of 18 stab wounds on her body from a brutal attack outside Jerusalem in 2010 that killed her friend. Next to the 7-centimetre mark rests a dog tag inscribed with the words "Our heart is captive in Gaza," a popular symbol of support for a ceasefire deal exchanging Israeli hostages for Palestinian prisoners. On Friday, as many were celebrating a deal between Israel and Hamas after two years of war, Hartuv read through the list of Palestinian prisoners set to be released and sa

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