Editor's note: This Michael Wilbon column originally was published Jan. 5, 2015, a day after Stuart Scott died. It has been updated with Wilbon's reflection nearly 10 years later.

It's awful we've been without Stuart Scott this long -- 10 years -- but we thank those who have the good sense and professional integrity to remember him publicly, to honor him... for his family, for the network, for the art of expression which he took seriously and enhanced even if he thought all he was doing was being himself. He was. And he wasn't. And for that and his precious time with us we are all better off.

So here's what Stuart Scott's teammates could see that viewers couldn't. They couldn't see him suffer through a chemotherapy session at, say, 10 a.m., catch a quick nap and maybe a small bite, put

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