Fear, the face of failure, the door to perhaps every success. What if this happens, what if that happens, the world will come to an end, maybe it will end forever; the fear appears in million different ways – questions, apprehensions, phantoms, illusions.
I say I am clueless, my heart is palpitating faster. I want an escape. I want a sense of calm, a sense of rest. But the fear; it refuses to disappear – questions, apprehensions, phantoms, illusions.
I become restless, start seeking help of near ones. Listen, I don’t feel well. I fear the situation. They say calm down, it’s all in the head. There is when it pains even more. I know it is in head and may be I don’t live in heart. Head is my home and I want it to be happy. Fear jumps again, thoughts crossing my mind vigorously. Stop I said,