Ex-Spice Girl turned designer Victoria Beckham describes herself as someone who "desperately wanted to be liked" in a new three-part documentary about her life.
In the Netflix series due to launch on Thursday, the 51-year-old once known as "Posh Spice" recounts her battle to reinvent herself as a fashion designer after the British girl band split.
"People thought I was that miserable cow that never smiled," she said, referring to her straight-faced public persona.
Performing had been her "dream", she said, but when the band came to an end she found fashion to be a "creative outlet".
Beckham, who frequently becomes emotional in the series by director Nadia Hallgren, said she came up against a world that said "she's a popstar, she's married to a footballer, who does she think she is?"
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