This is so silly to care about because the world is such shit but goddamn when I see you I am such a fool. I want to be close to you. I want to talk and laugh and just spend time near you. I like when it feels like you look at me. Like you are interested in who I am. But its also obvious that you're not willing to be alone with me. Like it's nice that I see you, but we can't flirt or be near one and other . You like to feel that I want you, and nothing else. I guess that makes sense we both have a life. But gosh I just want to talk and flirt and maybe kiss a little! We are all gonna die so shouldn't we!? Anyway...thanks for the lighter.
Holy moly, I'm not over it

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